||[Aug. 11th, 2005|10:23 am]
So last night I lay in bed for like an hour having crisis after crisis, unable to sleep and thrashing around on the verge of tears. So at about 12:30, I got up and walked down the Ave, smoked a few luckies, and rethought-out my life and the position I'm in now. On my way back, I stopped in at Safeway and chatted with Paul, which ended up lasting about an hour. I just spilled everything that was going wrong in my life to him. I just needed to get it off my chest, my head was too full to focus on anything good. When I finally got home at around 2:15ish, I fell right to sleep and woke up feeling rested. I can work through this on my own. I don't have to move back with my parents, I don't have to starve, I just have to start being smarter.|
In other news, free lunch at Broadway Grill today, then work from 2:30-10. After work, supposed to go hang with the FB, but we'll see if that actually happens. Have tomorrow off and headed back to the Monroe area to visit my family and then to Everett to visit TJ's and chat with all the old coworkers. I hope Talia's working. Should be fun. If anyone wants to hang out while I'm down there and maybe grab some coffee, just call me up. (425)238-5428.
Next week will be very fun/busy. My brother's b-day is the 16th, and his wedding is the 20th. So I have alot to do with those two events, not to mention my family's good friends from California are coming up for the wedding next week, so I will need to spend time with them. I hope there's a day when Allison can come down to Seattle and hang with me and grab some bubble tea and such. Then, on the 21st, Ben, Oly, Melissa, Paul Sarah and I leave to go camping for a week. I need a week off so bad. We are going to Ben's parents' property over in eastern WA, which is on a lake, and just spending five days drinking, relaxing, wakeboarding. We get to bring my parents' boat, whcih is awesome.
So overall, the next two weeks will be exceedingly fun. I'm just a little worried about what will happen when I come back...